15 days left, what can I do? What should I do next?

15 days more, full of worries & uncertainty.

Today, 17 September, 15 days more I will start working. So panic, bcz I haven’t prepare myself for it. Frank to say, I not that like this job, but I have no choice. Like what faye say, made a wrong decision in year 2004, everything have 2 wait after year 2012 to change. The main problem is I don’t know can I handle this job. I had returned what I had learnt in these 4 years to our beloved lecturers. Now, I don’t know what is clopidrogel, aPTT, INR, everything forget. Forget all drugs name, forget all doses, and forget all desired value. If my future boss or patients see this, they must feel scare!! Haha… 15 days more, start revision? Hell no! I really have no mood, no energy. Jz wanna enjoy d rest of d holiday…

Hate this system. This system is like no system. Before that we informed that only start work on 16th Oct. Then suddenly say after Raya is 3rd Oct. 3^rd Oct is the day I go to lapor diri n straight go to hospital n start work!! How can this work? So rush! Before that I tot after I knew what state I get, can go JKN check which hospital I get then lapor diri to hospital on 3^rd Oct. At least we can have some time to prepare ourselves, like place to stay if d hospital too far from home. Now is really don’t know how, but jz can wait & wait & wait…

Opps!I havent keep fit! 15days how to lose weight ler? shirts n slacks ad cant wear!