Too much of unsure this few days.
I cnt even handle of it.
Every misunderstand, ambiguous n unfair.
All quarrels.
Murmuring, lk cool air blowing to u.
Cheating, attacking fm al around.
Felt tired sumtime. Nt bcz of ad do
so much, is bcz wat hv done is jz lk pouring water into the sea, sound so
silly. im nt the 1 tat alwaz crying of tired, hard n frustration. When Im tired,
there ll b sum1 more tired than me, work much more than me. no point I cry 4
anythg. However, when u r nt at tat “position”, u cn never c wat tat person c
fm tat place, n cnt even know wat d person feel. So, when u accuse 4 any1, hv a
look at tat person, was tis person really tat bad lk wat u thk?
Now,
many thg cn nt be managed. I cnt even decide of sumthg. Actually, wat I wan is jz
I cn pick up my responsibility, do d best thg, wif our own effort n ability.
Tat ll be big satisfaction, to me. Tiredness is cuming fm d heart, feeling of
disappointment, instead of spent so much of time doing useless thg. However,
wat’s imp is jz sum1 can say: we cn make it, we cn mk it even more better. Wat ever
ppl say ll b pointless. Hv sum1 forgotten wat had been chose b4? V care wat
every 1 thk, when v meant it. When thg bcum uncontrollable, too much ppl take
care n tk part, more n more restriction ll be. who is leading, after hv choosen a direction, dun simply say: why nt
v change huh? N dun ask wat d ppl behind u 2 decide on d way 2 go. there ll b
no 1 hv more clearer view of the future than d 1 who is leading 1. dun feel
scare, keep ur
way go on. Destination is set by us, don’t v?
"sama-sama berkerjasama”, tis words
r written on a paper sticking in my living room. wat a fool is d person who
wrote tat. “co-operate” defines as workin 2gther, then wat ll be mean by ‘sama-sama’
lagi? When all r doing 2gther 4 d same
thg, d target ll b d same. but, not mean tat at every 1 ll thk & do in d
same way. N dun ever try 2 make others do d same as u. wat v desire 4, is d
SAME, bt wif different direction, n finally v ll met our goal too, togather.
V ll never noe, until v c. THE ONE,
gt sick bt din complain of anythg. Jz saying: I ll be fine. When THE ONE faces
pblms, tryin to slove , bt no to cry. Everytime lookin at THE ONE, sumthg
precious to u, me n THE ONE, getting far n far away fm THE ONE. V laugh n mk
fun of it. THE heart is sobbing, bt seeing tat v r so happy, THE ONE jz smile,
din say even a word. Thk about it, wat over THE ONE’s shoulder r nt jz wat over
our shoulder, v r also over THE shoulder.
D English version
is NOT d ‘translation” of d Chinese version, bt d writing of d same thg.
Above r jz sum
personnel feeling, not 2 blame or angry or accuse of any1.
-smile-